I apologise

I apologise for not updating this as much as I would like to.
I'm glad I have my summer holiday very soon, but I would like to buy more diet pills sometime later.
I'm fine for now, but I need some more to keep my weight down.
I've also been looking at some thinspiration things online, so I hope that will help motivate me as well.

Diet pills!

I finally earned the money to buy diet pills....I know they cost quite a few quid, but it was worth it.
Not to mention, I work tomorrow, which means I will earn more spending money.
Some people at the uni were saying how thin I was, but I still need to do more to gain perfection.
I'm just hoping no one I know threatens to take me to hospital over my ana.
Good anas never die, that's what I know definitely.

Close call

I really haven't been updating this much, but that's because I've been extremely busy.
On the other hand, I've had to go to hospital recently, and just narrowly escaped the doctor finding out that I was ana.
That was a close call.
I hope to obtain money soon to buy diet pills, though.

More exercise!

I'm really glad that I got some more exercise today, and I hope to keep this up.
I haven't enough money to buy more diet pills at the moment, but I hope to buy them soon sometime.
Some people say I'm thin, but I don't know.
I still think I've got some more work to do, in terms of my physique.

Song of the day

I've been waiting to hear your voice for too long now
One way conversations do not work somehow
Tell me how does one get your soul in touch with the one above
When one way conversations pay a price for the use of love
I tried so hard last night you would not talk to me
I live with the fear of the few with the gift
And I know what's going to be
Why did you never speak my name in front of my family
You gave a gift that you then took away
Like you never did before
Your name might be God but you don't say that much to me
Your name might be God but you don't say that much to me
We might be your black sheep
But you forgot us a long time ago
We might be your lost sheep
But it's time you remembered us now
As we spend our days together, nothing can go wrong
No one told the truth about it because it was so strong
If you ever think of me, if you hear my name
If you read between the lines, you'll hang your head in shame
These ears will never hear, the ice will never freeze
Whatever I have done for you I did because you complained

Thinspiration of the Day

Random musings indeed

I do feel a little bit better, but I know I will be in better shape next week.
Because I fancy a certain boyish bloke, I have more motivation to keep up my efforts.
I also hope to buy more diet pills, I just ran out of one of them, (I still have the other), and luckily, I have the money to buy them.
On my next post, I'll try to post some thinspiration pictures of my favourite celebrities.